Dilemma

My next writing assignment is actually to write a love story, but it's special to me, so I'm working on it. In the meantime, I'll do number 11, which is to write about anything currently on my mind. There's a dilemma that's been on my mind for a while. I'll write about that.

It's about that stalker guy I wrote about a couple of blogs ago, George. See, he goes to the same water aerobics I go to in the summer, that's where I met him. Now I'm afraid I don't really want to go because I would feel so uncomfortable, even though I loved it the last three years I've gone. It's a real dilemma and it's sensitive because people will wonder why I'm not going, especially the instructor, who is also my friend and George's cousin. I even filled in for her when she couldn't be there a few times the last summer or two.

On one hand, I want to be brave and just go and if he says anything to me, I'll call him out. On the other hand, I don't really feel like dealing with it and I wonder why I should have to in the first place. I'm pretty pissed off at the whole situation. I have two weeks to decide if I'm going to be brave, yet uncomfortable, or if I'm going to protect myself and not face it. 

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Here it is, a couple of weeks later. I put this down when I puppy sat and I'm just now getting back to it. Swimming officially started yesterday and I had every intention of going, but it's just too cold still. I won't back down and I'm surprised at myself for even considering it. The water aerobics will now start a week from now and I will be there, with bells on. Have a good day. Remember the days when I called you my chickadees? Well, have a good day. ;)